iLuVyOuBaBe753's Xanga

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 06:02:10 GMT

I keep forgettin i have this. and now ive been asked to update so...

thnx to all u persistent ppl who kept askin wats wrong, its nice n i appreciate it realli (even tho alex was partially doin it cuz he wanted to amuse himself) but im better now. ugh its almost 1 n procrastination is baaadd, so is laziness but wat can i do? um...random thoughts (ive been told to write this down) elana told me to not think, just write (cuz i told her i was tryin to update this thing) but doesnt thinkin equal writin? cuz no one wants to read the words of a babling moron. its funny how writin can b synonymous for so many other things as well n yet its hard to define good writing, ive been writin a bit over break n that was somethin i thought of...along wit, wat exactly is real? we throw the term reality around like its all very clear n set in stone but isnt it all relative? cuz we create our world n our eyes define wat we c n how do we kno this isnt just one elaborate dream (theres a nine inch nails song bout that actually..."Right Where it Belongs"...listen to it!) so i still havent come to a conclusion bout that but now im v annoyed about doin practically nothin for the last hour so bye.

~Anna

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 03:32:55 GMT

well i got the followin poem (again) in an email (again) n i must've read the "cases" before this poem before but they realli dont mean shit cuz so u have 3 or 4 examples that support w/e the hell ur sayin but wat bout all the ppl who read this n sent it on n nothin happened? or the ones who deleted it n lived happy lives? well thats y u shouldnt waste time forwardin this just for the sake of "luck" or "love" but i think it's bittersweet n everybody who has a friend should read it n nv let their friends go. especially since we're all gonna b applyin to college next yr n i swear, graduation is gonna b one of the saddest dys of my life. n i was actually typin this in an email but then i decided to put it on this xanga since ive gotten this email like 50 times before n i want ppl to read this but also break this vicious cycle of sendin somethin to the same ppl over n over.

so read this, n if ur my friend now i realli hope we nv stop talkin...

Around the corner I have a friend,

In this great city that has no end,

Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,

And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,

For life is a swift and terrible race,

He knows I like him just as well,

As in the days when I rang his bell.

And he rang mine but we were younger then,

And now we are busy, tired men.

Tired of playing a foolish game,

Tired of trying to make a name.

"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim

Just to show that I'm thinking of him."

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner, yet miles away,

"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."

And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.

If you love someone, tell them.

Don't be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.

Because when you decide that it is the right time it might

be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends

and family, for they have helped

make you the person that you are today.

~Anna

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:26:34 GMT

hey its Sammy.... not many ppl will know what this is about, but.... I ASKED HIM AND HE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT EVERYONE?!?!?!?! YAY!!!!!!!!!

hehehe im happy

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 02:37:10 GMT

5 things we learned today:

1. Chris knockin sammy up isn't bad--cuz he's hot

2. #1 is not worse than Pawel/smoothie/snowball (p.s. if you wnat to kno what smoothie/snowball are...dont ask)

3. if you see any trash runnin around call anna to dispose of her (meanin sammy) immediatly

4. you can't date him if he breaks me, anna

5. anna can regain her balance quickly. and lose it quickly too.

my pizza is naked and anna noticed (only cuz u de-peperroninized it)

Friday, November 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 00:01:24 GMT

wow. who knew there was so much to say bout victorias secret. anywayz.......it finally feels like winter!! i mean it was snowing yesterdy. n cold snow is v. awesome when i can get rides off of ppl n of course snow is the best part of christmas (besides the hot chocolate n all the decorations) but all this cold weather is makin me v lazy n i hate wakin up more than ever...o sammy guess wat, my parents set up a coffee machine which is pretty much accident-proof. ahh...my caffeine addiction thrives....hehehe

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 00:12:32 GMT

Hey guys! Sammy here! this weekend (after annas house) i went to st. louis missouri with my mom! it was fun i got my nails done, i got a build-a-bear cat named merry as is merry christmas. I got godvia chocolate, and i bought new panties from Victoria's Secret, which got me thinking.... what secret is victoria hiding from all of us, i mean, thats not that much that is kept secret in the clothes/langere that they sell there. i bet u that that store would be where the "clothes" would come from in any guys fantasies. lol, and guys, i dont wanna know if im right or not!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 03:47:14 GMT

VANESSA CARLTON LYRICS

"White Houses"

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 03:42:06 GMT

THIS IS MINE AND ANNA'S NEW XANGA!!! YAY!!!!

we're on sugar highs right now, but i think annas just wore off, i hope she doesnt fall asleep on me soon!!!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 00:29:30 GMT

Guys...when u get a girlfriend...

Tell her you think shes AMAZING.

Tell her why you think shes so amazing.

Play with her hair.

Talk to her in movie theatres.

Snuggle, Hold her hand, lightly KISS her.

Hold her hand and walk.

Hold her hand and run.

Just hold her hand.

Pick FLOWERS from other peoples yards

and give them to her.

Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL.

Introduce her to your friends as

"The most amazing girl I know''.

Sit in the park and talk to her.

Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.

Tell her stupid jokes...

Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH.

Write poems about her.

Walk with her,

even if its just around the block.

Throw pebbles at her window at night.

surprise her.

do things that make her SMILE, make her LAUGH,

and make her want to KISS you right on the face.

BE SPONTANEOUS.

When she starts yelling at you,

tell her you love her.

Give her back rubs.

Play mud football with her.

Play in the snow with her.

Let her fall asleep in your arms.

Call her even if its just to say hi.

Call her back if she calls you.

Jump on the bed with her.

Whisper in her ear.

Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.

Carve your names into a tree.

Get her mad, then KISS her.

Push her on swings.

Stay up with her all night.

Leave her little unexpected notes..

on the car, or on her door, saying

how much she means to you.

Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*.

Make up nicknames for each other.

Show up at her work or apartment

unexpectedly.

Send flowers and dorky notes

that only you two understand.

Teach her guitar.

Lend her your cds.

Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.

Write her letters..

If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it

means a 5 hour car trip.

Go on a road trip even if theres

no destination or you cant be gone long.

Listen to her favorite songs.

When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the

phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.

Buy her ice cream.

Let her take all the pictures of

you SHE WANTS.

Look into her eyes.

Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.

Make her a romantic dinner for special days.

Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and

surprise her on the anniversary.

Kiss her in the rain.

Kiss her in the snow...

Kiss her when she least expects it.

When you fall in love with her,

TELL HER.

Monday, November 22, 2004

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 03:31:52 GMT

Friends are angels who lift our feet when our own wings have trouble remembering how to fly-unknown.

F- a friend never fails to be faithful, even when others falter. He/she won't say "you're fat" (even if you are) or focus on your flaws. He/she is the first to point out your finest features. A friend will fortify your fragile frame. He/she will free you to flourish. A friend will never forsake you.

R- a friend is a rare and ready rock you can run to in the rain. He/she will rescue you from rushing rivers-- regardless. He/she will revive your heart, refresh your soul, and reassure you of rapid recovery.

I- a friend is not impatient or impolite. He/she will inquire about your day and include you in his/her plans. He/she will identify your most incredible ideas and ingenious innovations. A friend is interesting, inspiring, and indispensable. He/she is the keeper of your most intimate secrets.

E- a friend is a friend till the end. He/she is eager to listen and easy to talk with. He/she's your most energetic encourager. A friend will embrace you even in the midst of your most embarrassing encounters.

N- a friend will not nag (unless absolutely necessary). Naturally, he/she knows your deepest needs and is also nice enough nudge you when you're neglecting your nest, being too nosy, or comtemplating nonsense.

D- a friend is devoted and dependable. His/her destiny is to divert you from defeat, and his/her devices for depression usually involve the delicious. It's a friend's divine duty to drown your disappointments and dispose of your dismay, and many times he/she does it in a most deligihtful way!